And That Happened

Thankfully the knives are packed. My wife arrived at my house this evening to help pack the last few things. We have not lived together in years. However were planning to move in together in the next few weeks to see how things work out. My daughters have been with me and we have all had hesitation about coming back together. 

 Regretfully things were said tonight. Loudly. Venting of fears and anger. Roller coaster of emotion. Currently the girls are on one blow up matress, wife is on another and I am on the couch. I managed to keep my wife from walking out tonight and giving up. 

 I don’t know. Maybe we should just give up. Maybe it is time. Twenty seven years of a bad marriage is a lifetime. However, I do love her and wished she would love me. My daughters are my world. I want to have my family. 

  Tonight, I sail into the storm. Willingly. Hoping when the Sun breaks through we will be whole. This is the last time this ship will sail. I hope it floats.

Down Hearted,

Traveler

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9 thoughts on “And That Happened

    1. Nora!!!!!! My time has been occupied by hour upon hour of yard work and house repairs getting one of my places ready for the market. Have had it two years…..time to find something new. Thinking about an RV for about a year. I have been all over the would but not middle America, Canada or Alaska. Who knows! Thank you for checking on me! I will be back soon.

      1. I love your RV idea!!! Daddy and I bought a travel trailer last year and we dream of spending a summer traveling Alaska. Good luck with all the home repairs!

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