Fortunately for me my paths have crossed here with several practicing a D, BDSM or just plane kink lifestyle. The fortune comes from their openness, willingness to answer my questions. Traveler is a classical romantic. Enjoying hours of sharing music, poems, movies snuggled down in deep sheets with someone. Deep stares, passionate kisses, and fondeling galore. Ending with a dance between yearing bodies and rest in each others arms.
However, the surrender involved in a D or BDSM relationship is so very intriguing. The trust involved in allowing your partner to chain, whip, spank you is intoxicating for me just in thought. How deep that relationship must me. How, non superficial.
Although doubting I would be able to submit to someone due to my past, the thought of someone submitting to me is ……. delicious. Wanting eyes begging for my touch but helpless witnout my action. The pulling of hair and ability to be, not gentle. To demand my partner do what I please instead of hoping it might occur. The willingness to reward.
Who knows. The Traveler is not dead yet. Maybe there are few toes left out there for me to curl. What do you thing?